Who is your audience?
Posted on Nov 12th, 2008
by
Azyh
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for November 12, 2008:
me myself and i
i am the one i perform for
i imagine myself, thinking back over my life
did i do good? i would say to myself
did I live?
did I do honest?
did I make the world a better place by being me?
did I live my light?
i want to look back on my life and be satisfied that i fulfilled my journey and purpose
xx azyh
i am the one i perform for
i imagine myself, thinking back over my life
did i do good? i would say to myself
did I live?
did I do honest?
did I make the world a better place by being me?
did I live my light?
i want to look back on my life and be satisfied that i fulfilled my journey and purpose
xx azyh

Help




outside observation here (nothing more)
there seems to be quite a lot of “I” in your reply there……
cool what did you have in mind as a replacement word?
well…first of all….thanx so much for NOT going defensive on such a comment. That says a great deal about you within (to my own self anyway…..). i guess it's not so much the word, as it is one's perception of themselves in relation with everything else. does that make any sense? I've read some of your repsonses which were more at ease with my spirit “digesting”. I know….weird. yeah…..that be me. you're comments didn't seem to come across as balanced. As always, tho, my friend, it is ONLY my own perception of such here. I mean you no disrespect nor do i attempt to deny that which you placed to words in the original context. I just desire many times as this to try & understand better where this person is coming from.
this seems to be just a case of misunderstanding and different values placed on words from personal experience
not sure how i can help you wear my words from my perspective
or how i can wear your words from your perspective
i was just talking to myself anyways
xx azyh
keep on talkin' then, my friend. I'm all ears (with a personal comment here & there, of course). Thanx for not taking my input defensively! I appreciate that in you, personally!
Deep down I think much of the spiritual journey is about asking ourselves probing questions. I think for myself there's always been a sense of almost trying to prove myself at every turn in the past. Not to mention a real sense of I can't screw up here. Good blog my friend it gave me a lot to think about and to consider about where I am at,and how much those old issues still play in my life. Thx Michael.
isn't it humbling to know that we CAN'T screw the big picture up here in this life, Michael! Whatever choice we make, it is already part of destiny. Even the “mistakes” that we make are for the good of us all.
rich
i am responsible for my words
i am responsible for my actions
i am responsible for my love
i can choose not to be responsible, i did do that, i know that path. i know where it goes and where it leads me.
regardless
anything i do choose can always be useful and will be used usefully
nothing is waisted
nothing is left behind
would i choose pointlessly?
would i choose without purpose?
it matters not, i agree
thought it also matters deeply
it matters when i become responsible
when i own myself
when i own my part
when i am responsible
it matters
to all the ones that choose it not to matter
i will love them and keep loving them
until they awaken to responsibility and they too choose it to matter
inaction is a choice
disregard is a choice
denial is a choice
we are free to make them
i choose to speak out and speak up when the speaking stirs me
i choose to regard all equally in love
i choose to accept that i am made and that i am here to be loving
~ rich, i love you as you are, because you are as you are. thank you for BEing you
~ Michael, glad we share the energy and allow the words to stir us open into more love.
xx azyh
'wouldn't ask or expect anything other than' from'!
thanx, azyh!
beautiful words, by the way!!!